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I just wrote a hole bunch of stuff and then i decided to delete it all. It had nothing to do with informing people about anything. Honestly life is hard and it sucks! For girls i think it is even harder because we like to put each other down way more and we know what will hurt someone and we use that agenst them. Thats not right or kewl in any way. I mean would you like to get told to go kill your self by someone that you thought was a friend? I know i didnt. Its not kewl and the things us girls say to and about each other tells guys that they can say it and do it to us to. Why do you think we get called sluts and whores when guys get hi fived for banging a girl? Because we call each other thoughs names! Why do you think guys think they cant put there hands on us? because us girls do it all the time to each other as jokes but really its just telling guys yeha its ok to do this and you dont even have to ask or expact anything other then that i will like it. NO thats NOT right!!!! Girls have the same rights as guys so why do us girls treat guys different then we treat girls? we treat girls like they are lower then us if they are prettyer then us. We call them names or say they are so full of them selves if they are prettyer then us. I dont do this i know how it feels when as soon as i walk into the school girls are already talking about me but they dont even know my name yet, they just say "have you herd about that new girls? she is such a slut." I get that everytime i move and its not right, they dont even know me they took one look at me saw that i was better then them and thought that they could put me down to make them selves look better, but what they didnt know is that i knew i was better them because i dont do crap like that and i know who i am and what i can do! I know how to stand up for myself which i did. I know that no matter what anyone says about me i know whats true and if people want to believe whats being said then fine i didnt need that person as a friend anyways, i dont need someone that thick! I have learned that waiting to make friends after seeing what they are really like is the best thing in the world to do, because making a friend right off and telling them stuff about you is the worst thing you can do because in a week it will be all over the place. Picking your friends wissly is the best thing anyone can do you dont watn all you business out to the world because you made a really bad friend like i did, i mean friends.

You just need to know who you are and never let anyone stand in your way or walk all over you. I live by this one song and its meaning its by: jimmy eat world - the middle. Its a good song if you are still trying to find yourself and are worried about losing friends. Well i think that is all i need to say write now.